Rhymes of a Rolling Stone






The Squaw Man

     The cow-moose comes to water, and the beaver's overbold,
     The net is in the eddy of the stream;
     The teepee stars the vivid sward with russet, red and gold,
     And in the velvet gloom the fire's a-gleam.
     The night is ripe with quiet, rich with incense of the pine;
     From sanctuary lake I hear the loon;
     The peaks are bright against the blue, and drenched with sunset wine,
     And like a silver bubble is the moon.

     Cloud-high I climbed but yesterday; a hundred miles around
     I looked to see a rival fire a-gleam.
     As in a crystal lens it lay, a land without a bound,
     All lure, and virgin vastitude, and dream.
     The great sky soared exultantly, the great earth bared its breast,
     All river-veined and patterned with the pine;
     The heedless hordes of caribou were streaming to the West,
     A land of lustrous mystery — and mine.

     Yea, mine to frame my Odyssey:  Oh, little do they know
     My conquest and the kingdom that I keep!
     The meadows of the musk-ox, where the laughing grasses grow,
     The rivers where the careless conies leap.
     Beyond the silent Circle, where white men are fierce and few,
     I lord it, and I mock at man-made law;
     Like a flame upon the water is my little light canoe,
     And yonder in the fireglow is my squaw.

     A squaw man! yes, that's what I am; sneer at me if you will.
     I've gone the grilling pace that cannot last;
     With bawdry, bridge and brandy — Oh, I've drank enough to kill
     A dozen such as you, but that is past.
     I've swung round to my senses, found the place where I belong;
     The City made a madman out of me;
     But here beyond the Circle, where there's neither right or wrong,
     I leap from life's straight-jacket, and I'm free.

     Yet ever in the far forlorn, by trails of lone desire;
     Yet ever in the dawn's white leer of hate;
     Yet ever by the dripping kill, beside the drowsy fire,
     There comes the fierce heart-hunger for a mate.
     There comes the mad blood-clamour for a woman's clinging hand,
     Love-humid eyes, the velvet of a breast;
     And so I sought the Bonnet-plumes, and chose from out the band
     The girl I thought the sweetest and the best.

     O wistful women I have loved before my dark disgrace!
     O women fair and rare in my home land!
     Dear ladies, if I saw you now I'd turn away my face,
     Then crawl to kiss your foot-prints in the sand!
     And yet — that day the rifle jammed — a wounded moose at bay —
     A roar, a charge . . . I faced it with my knife:
     A shot from out the willow-scrub, and there the monster lay. . . .
     Yes, little Laughing Eyes, you saved my life.

     The man must have the woman, and we're all brutes more or less,
     Since first the male ape shinned the family tree;
     And yet I think I love her with a husband's tenderness,
     And yet I know that she would die for me.
     Oh, if I left you, Laughing Eyes, and nevermore came back,
     God help you, girl!  I know what you would do. . . .
     I see the lake wan in the moon, and from the shadow black,
     There drifts a little, EMPTY birch canoe.

     We're here beyond the Circle, where there's never wrong nor right;
     We aren't spliced according to the law;
     But by the gods I hail you on this hushed and holy night
     As the mother of my children, and my squaw.
     I see your little slender face set in the firelight glow;
     I pray that I may never make it sad;
     I hear you croon a baby song, all slumber-soft and low —
     God bless you, little Laughing Eyes!  I'm glad.

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