Lucile






CANTO VI.

     I.
     Man is born on a battle-field.  Round him, to rend
     Or resist, the dread Powers he displaces attend,
     By the cradle which Nature, amidst the stern shocks
     That have shatter'd creation, and shapen it, rocks.
     He leaps with a wail into being; and lo!
     His own mother, fierce Nature herself, is his foe.
     Her whirlwinds are roused into wrath o'er his head:
     'Neath his feet roll her earthquakes: her solitudes spread
     To daunt him: her forces dispute his command:
     Her snows fall to freeze him: her suns burn to brand:
     Her seas yawn to engulf him: her rocks rise to crush:
     And the lion and leopard, allied, lurk to rush
     On their startled invader.
                                 In lone Malabar,
     Where the infinite forest spreads breathless and far,
     'Mid the cruel of eye and the stealthy of claw
     (Striped and spotted destroyers!) he sees, pale with awe,
     On the menacing edge of a fiery sky,
     Grim Doorga, blue-limb'd and red-handed, go by,
     And the first thing he worships is Terror.
                                                 Anon,
     Still impell'd by necessity hungrily on,
     He conquers the realms of his own self-reliance,
     And the last cry of fear wakes the first of defiance.
     From the serpent he crushes its poisonous soul;
     Smitten down in his path see the dead lion roll!
     On toward Heaven the son of Alcmena strides high on
     The heads of the Hydra, the spoils of the lion:
     And man, conquering terror, is worshipp'd by man.

     A camp has the world been since first it began!
     From his tents sweeps the roving Arabian; at peace,
     A mere wandering shepherd that follows the fleece;
     But, warring his way through a world's destinies,
     Lo from Delhi, from Bagdadt, from Cordova, rise
     Domes of empiry, dower'd with science and art,
     Schools, libraries, forums, the palace, the mart!

     New realms to man's soul have been conquer'd.  But those
     Forthwith they are peopled for man by new foes!
     The stars keep their secrets, the earth hides her own,
     And bold must the man be that braves the Unknown!
     Not a truth has to art or to science been given,
     But brows have ached for it, and souls toil'd and striven;
     And many have striven, and many have fail'd,
     And many died, slain by the truth they assail'd,
     But when Man hath tamed Nature, asserted his place
     And dominion, behold! he is brought face to face
     With a new foe—himself!
                               Nor may man on his shield
     Ever rest, for his foe is ever afield,
     Danger ever at hand, till the armed Archangel
     Sound o'er him the trump of earth's final evangel.
     II.
     Silence straightway, stern Muse, the soft cymbals of pleasure,
     Be all bronzen these numbers, and martial the measure!
     Breathe, sonorously breathe, o'er the spirit in me
     One strain, sad and stern, of that deep Epopee
     Which thou, from the fashionless cloud of far time,
     Chantest lonely, when Victory, pale, and sublime
     In the light of the aureole over her head,
     Hears, and heeds not the wound in her heart fresh and red.
     Blown wide by the blare of the clarion, unfold
     The shrill clanging curtains of war!
                                           And behold
     A vision!
                The antique Heraclean seats;
     And the long Black Sea billow that once bore those fleets,
     Which said to the winds, "Be ye, too, Genoese!"
     And the red angry sands of the chafed Cheronese;
     And the two foes of man, War and Winter, allied
     Round the Armies of England and France, side by side
     Enduring and dying (Gaul and Briton abreast!)
     Where the towers of the North fret the skies of the East.
     III.
     Since that sunrise which rose through the calm linden stems
     O'er Lucile and Eugene, in the garden of Ems,
     Through twenty-five seasons encircling the sun,
     This planet of ours on its pathway hath gone,
     And the fates that I sing of have flowed with the fates
     Of a world, in the red wake of war, round the gates
     Of that doom'd and heroical city, in which
     (Fire crowning the rampart, blood bathing the ditch!),
     At bay, fights the Russian as some hunted bear,
     Whom the huntsmen have hemm'd round at last in his lair.
     IV.
     A fang'd, arid plain, sapp'd with underground fire,
     Soak'd with snow, torn with shot, mash'd to one gory mire!
     There Fate's iron scale hangs in horrid suspense,
     While those two famished ogres—the Siege, the Defence,
     Face to face, through a vapor frore, dismal, and dun,
     Glare, scenting the breath of each other.
                                                The one
     Double-bodied, two-headed—by separate ways
     Winding, serpent-wise, nearer; the other, each day's
     Sullen toil adding size to,—concentrated, solid,
     Indefatigable—the brass-fronted, embodied,
     And audible [Greek text omitted] gone sombrely forth
     To the world from that Autocrat Will of the north!
     V.
     In the dawn of a moody October, a pale
     Ghostly motionless vapor began to prevail
     Over city and camp; like the garment of death
     Which (is formed by) the face it conceals.
                                                 'Twas the breath
     War, yet drowsily yawning, began to suspire;
     Wherethrough, here and there, flash'd an eye of red fire,
     And closed, from some rampart beginning to bellow
     Hoarse challenge; replied to anon, through the yellow
     And sulphurous twilight: till day reel'd and rock'd
     And roar'd into dark.  Then the midnight was mock'd
     With fierce apparitions.  Ring'd round by a rain
     Of red fire, and of iron, the murtherous plain
     Flared with fitful combustion; where fitfully fell
     Afar off the fatal, disgorged scharpenelle,
     And fired the horizon, and singed the coil'd gloom
     With wings of swift flame round that City of Doom.
     VI.
     So the day—so the night!  So by night, so by day,
     With stern patient pathos, while time wears away,
     In the trench flooded through, in the wind where it wails,
     In the snow where it falls, in the fire where it hails
     Shot and shell—link by link, out of hardship and pain,
     Toil, sickness, endurance, is forged the bronze chain
     Of those terrible siege-lines!
                                     No change to that toil
     Save the mine's sudden leap from the treacherous soil.
     Save the midnight attack, save the groans of the maim'd,
     And Death's daily obolus due, whether claim'd
     By man or by nature.
     VII.
                           Time passes.  The dumb,
     Bitter, snow-bound, and sullen November is come.
     And its snows have been bathed in the blood of the brave;
     And many a young heart has glutted the grave:
     And on Inkerman yet the wild bramble is gory,
     And those bleak heights henceforth shall be famous in story.
     VIII.
     The moon, swathed in storm, has long set: through the camp
     No sound save the sentinel's slow sullen tramp,
     The distant explosion, the wild sleety wind,
     That seems searching for something it never can find.
     The midnight is turning: the lamp is nigh spent:
     And, wounded and lone, in a desolate tent
     Lies a young British soldier whose sword...
                                               In this place,
     However, my Muse is compell'd to retrace
     Her precipitous steps and revert to the past.
     The shock which had suddenly shatter'd at last
     Alfred Vargrave's fantastical holiday nature,
     Had sharply drawn forth to his full size and stature
     The real man, conceal'd till that moment beneath
     All he yet had appear'd.  From the gay broider'd sheath
     Which a man in his wrath flings aside, even so
     Leaps the keen trenchant steel summon'd forth by a blow.
     And thus loss of fortune gave value to life.
     The wife gain'd a husband, the husband a wife,
     In that home which, though humbled and narrow'd by fate,
     Was enlarged and ennobled by love.  Low their state,
     But large their possessions.
                                   Sir Ridley, forgiven
     By those he unwittingly brought nearer heaven
     By one fraudulent act, than through all his sleek speech
     The hypocrite brought his own soul, safe from reach
     Of the law, died abroad.
                               Cousin John, heart and hand,
     Purse and person, henceforth (honest man!) took his stand
     By Matilda and Alfred; guest, guardian, and friend
     Of the home he both shared and assured, to the end,
     With his large lively love.  Alfred Vargrave meanwhile
     Faced the world's frown, consoled by his wife's faithful smile.
     Late in life he began life in earnest; and still,
     With the tranquil exertion of resolute will,
     Through long, and laborious, and difficult days,
     Out of manifold failure, by wearisome ways,
     Work'd his way through the world; till at last he began
     (Reconciled to the work which mankind claims for man),
     After years of unwitness'd, unwearied endeavor,
     Years impassion'd yet patient, to realize ever
     More clear on the broad stream of current opinion
     The reflex of powers in himself—that dominion
     Which the life of one man, if his life be a truth,
     May assert o'er the life of mankind.  Thus, his youth
     In his manhood renew'd, fame and fortune he won
     Working only for home, love, and duty.
                                             One son
     Matilda had borne him; but scarce had the boy,
     With all Eton yet fresh in his full heart's frank joy,
     The darling of young soldier comrades, just glanced
     Down the glad dawn of manhood at life, when it chanced
     That a blight sharp and sudden was breath'd o'er the bloom
     Of his joyous and generous years, and the gloom
     Of a grief premature on their fair promise fell:
     No light cloud like those which, for June to dispel,
     Captious April engenders; but deep as his own
     Deep nature.  Meanwhile, ere I fully make known
     The cause of this sorrow, I track the event.
     When first a wild war-note through England was sent,
     He, transferring without either token or word,
     To friend, parent, or comrade, a yet virgin sword,
     From a holiday troop, to one bound for the war,
     Had march'd forth, with eyes that saw death in the star
     Whence others sought glory.  Thus fighting, he fell
     On the red field of Inkerman; found, who can tell
     By what miracle, breathing, though shatter'd, and borne
     To the rear by his comrades, pierced, bleeding, and torn.
     Where for long days and nights, with the wound in his side,
     He lay, dark.
     IX.
                     But a wound deeper far, undescried,
     The young heart was rankling; for there, of a truth,
     In the first earnest faith of a pure pensive youth,
     A love large as life, deep and changeless as death,
     Lay ensheath'd: and that love, ever fretting its sheath,
     The frail scabbard of life pierced and wore through and through.
     There are loves in man's life for which time can renew
     All that time may destroy.  Lives there are, though, in love,
     Which cling to one faith, and die with it; nor move,
     Though earthquakes may shatter the shrine.
                                                 Whence or how
     Love laid claim to this young life, it matters not now.
     X.
     Oh is it a phantom? a dream of the night?
     A vision which fever hath fashion'd to sight?
     The wind wailing ever, with motion uncertain,
     Sways sighingly there the drench'd tent's tattered curtain,
     To and fro, up and down.
                               But it is not the wind
     That is lifting it now: and it is not the mind
     That hath moulded that vision.
                                     A pale woman enters,
     As wan as the lamp's waning light, which concenters
     Its dull glare upon her.  With eyes dim and dimmer
     There, all in a slumberous and shadowy glimmer,
     The sufferer sees that still form floating on,
     And feels faintly aware that he is not alone.
     She is flitting before him.  She pauses.  She stands
     By his bedside all silent.  She lays her white hands
     On the brow of the boy.  A light finger is pressing
     Softly, softly the sore wounds: the hot blood-stain'd dressing
     Slips from them.  A comforting quietude steals
     Through the rack'd weary frame; and, throughout it, he feels
     The slow sense of a merciful, mild neighborhood.
     Something smooths the toss'd pillow.  Beneath a gray hood
     Of rough serge, two intense tender eyes are bent o'er him,
     And thrill through and through him.  The sweet form before him,
     It is surely Death's angel Life's last vigil keeping!
     A soft voice says... "Sleep!"
                                       And he sleeps: he is sleeping.
     XI.
     He waked before dawn.  Still the vision is there.
     Still that pale woman moves not.  A minist'ring care
     Meanwhile has been silently changing and cheering
     The aspect of all things around him.
                                           Revering
     Some power unknown, and benignant, he bless'd
     In silence the sense of salvation.  And rest
     Having loosen'd the mind's tangled meshes, he faintly
     Sigh'd... "Say what thou art, blessed dream of a saintly
     And minist'ring spirit!"
                               A whisper serene
     Slid, softer than silence... "The Soeur Seraphine,
     A poor Sister of Charity.  Shun to inquire
     Aught further, young soldier.  The son of thy sire,
     For the sake of that sire, I reclaim from the grave.
     Thou didst not shun death: shun not life: 'Tis more brave
     To live than to die.  Sleep!"
                                    He sleeps: he is sleeping.
     XII.
     He waken'd again, when the dawn was just steeping
     The skies with chill splendor.  And there, never flitting,
     Never flitting, that vision of mercy was sitting.
     As the dawn to the darkness, so life seemed returning
     Slowly, feebly within him.  The night-lamp yet burning,
     Made ghastly the glimmering daybreak.
                                            He said,
     "If thou be of the living, and not of the dead,
     Sweet minister, pour out yet further the healing
     Of that balmy voice; if it may be, revealing
     Thy mission of mercy; whence art thou?"
                                              "O son
     Of Matilda and Alfred, it matters not!  One
     Who is not of the living nor yet of the dead:
     To thee, and to others, alive yet"... she said...
     "So long as there liveth the poor gift in me
     Of this ministration; to them, and to thee,
     Dead in all things beside.  A French Nun, whose vocation
     Is now by this bedside.  A nun hath no nation.
     Wherever man suffers, or woman may soothe,
     There her land! there her kindred!"
                                          She bent down to smooth
     The hot pillow; and added... "Yet more than another
     Is thy life dear to me.  For thy father, thy mother,
     I know them—I know them."
                                 "Oh, can it be? you!
     My dearest dear father! my mother! you knew,'
     You know them?"
                      She bowed, half averting her head
     In silence.
                  He brokenly, timidly said,
     "Do they know I am thus?"
                                "Hush!"... she smiled, as she drew
     From her bosom two letters: and—can it be true?
     That beloved and familiar writing!
                                         He burst
     Into tears... "My poor mother—my father! the worst
     Will have reach'd them!"
                               "No, no!" she exclaimed, with a smile,
     "They know you are living; they know that meanwhile
     I am watching beside you.  Young soldier, weep not!"
     But still on the nun's nursing bosom, the hot
     Fever'd brow of the boy weeping wildly is press'd.
     There, at last, the young heart sobs itself into rest:
     And he hears, as it were between smiling and weeping,
     The calm voice say... "Sleep!"
                                        And he sleeps, he is sleeping.
     XIII.
     And day follow'd day.  And, as wave follow'd wave,
     With the tide, day by day, life, re-issuing, drave
     Through that young hardy frame novel currents of health.
     Yet some strange obstruction, which life's health by stealth
     Seemed to cherish, impeded life's progress.  And still
     A feebleness, less of the frame than the will,
     Clung about the sick man—hid and harbor'd within
     The sad hollow eyes: pinch'd the cheek pale and thin:
     And clothed the wan fingers with languor.
                                                And there,
     Day by day, night by night, unremitting in care,
     Unwearied in watching, so cheerful of mien,
     And so gentle of hand, sat the Soeur Seraphine!
     XIV.
     A strange woman truly! not young; yet her face,
     Wan and worn as it was, bore about it the trace
     Of a beauty which time could not ruin.  For the whole
     Quiet cheek, youth's lost bloom left transparent, the soul
     Seemed to fill with its own light, like some sunny fountain
     Everlastingly fed from far off in the mountain
     That pours, in a garden deserted, its streams,
     And all the more lovely for loneliness seems.
     So that, watching that face, you could scarce pause to guess
     The years which its calm careworn lines might express,
     Feeling only what suffering with these must have past
     To have perfected there so much sweetness at last.
     XV.
     Thus, one bronzen evening, when day had put out,
     His brief thrifty fires, and the wind was about,
     The nun, watchful still by the boy, on his own
     Laid a firm quiet hand, and the deep tender tone
     Of her voice moved the silence.
                                      She said... "I have heal'd
     These wounds of the body.  Why hast thou conceal'd,
     Young soldier, that yet open wound in the heart?
     Wilt thou trust NO hand near it?"
                                        He winced, with a start,
     As of one that is suddenly touched on the spot
     From which every nerve derives suffering.
                                                "What?
     Lies my heart, then, so bare?" he moaned bitterly.
                                                         "Nay,"
     With compassionate accents she hastened to say,
     "Do you think that these eyes are with sorrow, young man,
     So all unfamiliar, indeed, as to scan
     Her features, yet know them not?
                                       "Oh, was it spoken,
     'Go ye forth, heal the sick, lift the low, bind the broken!'
     Of the body alone?  Is our mission, then, done,
     When we leave the bruised hearts, if we bind the bruised bone?
     Nay, is not the mission of mercy twofold?
     Whence twofold, perchance, are the powers that we hold
     To fulfil it, of Heaven!  For Heaven doth still
     To us, Sisters, it may be, who seek it, send skill
     Won from long intercourse with affliction, and art
     Help'd of Heaven, to bind up the broken of heart.
     Trust to me!"  (His two feeble hands in her own
     She drew gently.)  "Trust to me!" (she said, with soft tone):
     "I am not so dead in remembrance to all
     I have died to in this world, but what I recall
     Enough of its sorrow, enough of its trial,
     To grieve for both—save from both haply!  The dial
     Receives many shades, and each points to the sun.
     The shadows are many, the sunlight is one.
     Life's sorrows still fluctuate: God's love does not.
     And His love is unchanged, when it changes our lot.
     Looking up to this light, which is common to all,
     And down to these shadows, on each side, that fall
     In time's silent circle, so various for each,
     Is it nothing to know that they never can reach
     So far, but what light lies beyond them forever?
     Trust to me!  Oh, if in this hour I endeavor
     To trace the shade creeping across the young life
     Which, in prayer till this hour, I have watch'd through its strife
     With the shadow of death, 'tis with this faith alone,
     That, in tracing the shade, I shall find out the sun.
     Trust to me!"
                    She paused: he was weeping.  Small need
     Of added appeal, or entreaty, indeed,
     Had those gentle accents to win from his pale
     And parch'd, trembling lips, as it rose, the brief tale
     Of a life's early sorrow.  The story is old,
     And in words few as may be shall straightway be told.
     XVI.
     A few years ago, ere the fair form of Peace
     Was driven from Europe, a young girl—the niece
     Of a French noble, leaving an old Norman pile
     By the wild northern seas, came to dwell for a while
     With a lady allied to her race—an old dame
     Of a threefold legitimate virtue, and name,
     In the Faubourg Saint Germain.
                                     Upon that fair child,
     From childhood, nor father nor mother had smiled.
     One uncle their place in her life had supplied,
     And their place in her heart: she had grown at his side,
     And under his roof-tree, and in his regard,
     From childhood to girlhood.
                                  This fair orphan ward
     Seem'd the sole human creature that lived in the heart
     Of that stern rigid man, or whose smile could impart
     One ray of response to the eyes which, above
     Her fair infant forehead, look'd down with a love
     That seem'd almost stern, so intense was its chill
     Lofty stillness, like sunlight on some lonely hill
     Which is colder and stiller than sunlight elsewhere.

     Grass grew in the court-yard; the chambers were bare
     In that ancient mansion; when first the stern tread
     Of its owner awaken'd their echoes long dead:
     Bringing with him this infant (the child of a brother),
     Whom, dying, the hands of a desolate mother
     Had placed on his bosom.  'Twas said—right or wrong—
     That, in the lone mansion, left tenantless long,
     To which, as a stranger, its lord now return'd,
     In years yet recall'd, through loud midnights had burn'd
     The light of wild orgies.  Be that false or true,
     Slow and sad was the footstep which now wander'd through
     Those desolate chambers; and calm and severe
     Was the life of their inmate.
                                    Men now saw appear
     Every morn at the mass that firm sorrowful face,
     Which seem'd to lock up in a cold iron case
     Tears harden'd to crystal.  Yet harsh if he were,
     His severity seem'd to be trebly severe
     In the rule of his own rigid life, which, at least,
     Was benignant to others.  The poor parish priest,
     Who lived on his largess, his piety praised.
     The peasant was fed, and the chapel was raised,
     And the cottage was built, by his liberal hand.
     Yet he seem'd in the midst of his good deeds to stand
     A lone, and unloved, and unlovable man.
     There appear'd some inscrutable flaw in the plan
     Of his life, that love fail'd to pass over.
                                                  That child
     Alone did not fear him, nor shrink from him; smiled
     To his frown, and dispell'd it.
                                      The sweet sportive elf
     Seem'd the type of some joy lost, and miss'd, in himself.
     Ever welcome he suffer'd her glad face to glide
     In on hours when to others his door was denied:
     And many a time with a mute moody look
     He would watch her at prattle and play, like a brook
     Whose babble disturbs not the quietest spot,
     But soothes us because we need answer it not.

     But few years had pass'd o'er that childhood before
     A change came among them.  A letter, which bore
     Sudden consequence with it, one morning was placed
     In the hands of the lord of the chateau.  He paced
     To and fro in his chamber a whole night alone
     After reading that letter.  At dawn he was gone.
     Weeks pass'd.  When he came back again he return'd
     With a tall ancient dame, from whose lips the child learn'd
     That they were of the same race and name.  With a face
     Sad and anxious, to this wither'd stock of the race
     He confided the orphan, and left them alone
     In the old lonely house.
                               In a few days 'twas known,
     To the angry surprise of half Paris, that one
     Of the chiefs of that party which, still clinging on
     To the banner that bears the white lilies of France,
     Will fight 'neath no other, nor yet for the chance
     Of restoring their own, had renounced the watchword
     And the creed of his youth in unsheathing his sword,
     For a Fatherland father'd no more (such is fate!)
     By legitimate parents.
                             And meanwhile, elate
     And in no wise disturbed by what Paris might say,
     The new soldier thus wrote to a friend far away:—
     "To the life of inaction farewell!  After all,
     Creeds the oldest may crumble, and dynasties fall,
     But the sole grand Legitimacy will endure,
     In whatever makes death noble, life strong and pure.
     Freedom! action!... the desert to breathe in—the lance
     Of the Arab to follow!  I go! vive la France!"

     Few and rare were the meetings henceforth, as years fled,
     'Twixt the child and the soldier.  The two women led
     Lone lives in the lone house.  Meanwhile the child grew
     Into girlhood; and, like a sunbeam, sliding through
     Her green quiet years, changed by gentle degrees
     To the loveliest vision of youth a youth sees
     In his loveliest fancies: as pure as a pearl,
     And as perfect: a noble and innocent girl,
     With eighteen sweet summers dissolved in the light
     Of her lovely and lovable eyes, soft and bright!
     Then her guardian wrote to the dame,... "Let Constance
     Go with you to Paris.  I trust that in France
     I may be ere the close of the year.  I confide
     My life's treasure to you.  Let her see, at your side,
     The world which we live in."
                                   To Paris then came
     Constance to abide with that old stately dame
     In that old stately Faubourg.
                                    The young Englishman
     Thus met her.  'Twas there their acquaintance began,
     There it closed.  That old miracle, Love-at-first-sight,
     Needs no explanations.  The heart reads aright
     Its destiny sometimes.  His love neither chidden
     Nor check'd, the young soldier was graciously bidden
     An habitual guest to that house by the dame.
     His own candid graces, the world-honor'd name
     Of his father (in him not dishonor'd) were both
     Fair titles to favor.  His love, nothing loath,
     The old lady observed, was return'd by Constance.
     And as the child's uncle his absence from France
     Yet prolong'd, she (thus easing long self-gratulation)
     Wrote to him a lengthen'd and moving narration
     Of the graces and gifts of the young English wooer:
     His father's fair fame; the boy's deference to her;
     His love for Constance,—unaffected, sincere;
     And the girl's love for him, read by her in those clear
     Limpid eyes; then the pleasure with which she awaited
     Her cousin's approval of all she had stated.

     At length from that cousin an answer there came,
     Brief, stern; such as stunn'd and astonish'd the dame.

     "Let Constance leave Paris with you on the day
     You receive this.  Until my return she may stay
     At her convent awhile.  If my niece wishes ever
     To behold me again, understand, she will never
     Wed that man.
                    "You have broken faith with me.  Farewell!"
     No appeal from that sentence.
                                    It needs not to tell
     The tears of Constance, nor the grief of her lover:
     The dream they had laid out their lives in was over.
     Bravely strove the young soldier to look in the face
     Of a life where invisible hands seemed to trace
     O'er the threshold these words... "Hope no more!"

                                                           Unreturn'd
     Had his love been, the strong manful heart would have spurn'd
     That weakness which suffers a woman to lie
     At the roots of man's life, like a canker, and dry
     And wither the sap of life's purpose.  But there
     Lay the bitterer part of the pain!  Could he dare
     To forget he was loved? that he grieved not alone?
     Recording a love that drew sorrow upon
     The woman he loved, for himself dare he seek
     Surcease to that sorrow, which thus held him weak,
     Beat him down, and destroy'd him?
                                        News reach'd him indeed,
     Through a comrade, who brought him a letter to read
     From the dame who had care of Constance (it was one
     To whom, when at Paris, the boy had been known,
     A Frenchman, and friend of the Faubourg), which said
     That Constance, although never a murmur betray'd
     What she suffer'd, in silence grew paler each day,
     And seem'd visibly drooping and dying away.
     It was then he sought death.
     XVII.
                                   Thus the tale ends.  'Twas told
     With such broken, passionate words, as unfold
     In glimpses alone, a coil'd grief.  Through each pause
     Of its fitful recital, in raw gusty flaws,
     The rain shook the canvas, unheeded; aloof,
     And unheeded, the night-wind around the tent-roof
     At intervals wirbled.  And when all was said,
     The sick man, exhausted, droop'd backward his head,
     And fell into a feverish slumber.
                                        Long while
     Sat the Soeur Seraphine, in deep thought.  The still smile
     That was wont, angel-wise, to inhabit her face
     And made it like heaven, was fled from its place
     In her eyes, on her lips; and a deep sadness there
     Seem'd to darken the lines of long sorrow and care,
     As low to herself she sigh'd...
                                    "Hath it, Eugene,
     Been so long, then, the struggle?... and yet, all in vain!
     Nay, not all in vain! shall the world gain a man,
     And yet Heaven lose a soul?  Have I done all I can?
     Soul to soul, did he say?  Soul to soul, be it so!
     And then—soul of mine, whither? whither?"
     XVIII.
                                                 Large, slow,
     Silent tears in those deep eyes ascended, and fell.
     "HERE, at least, I have fail'd not"... she mused... "this is well!"
     She drew from her bosom two letters.
                                           In one,
     A mother's heart, wild with alarm for her son,
     Breathed bitterly forth its despairing appeal.
     "The pledge of a love owed to thee, O Lucile!
     The hope of a home saved by thee—of a heart
     Which hath never since then (thrice endear'd as thou art!)
     Ceased to bless thee, to pray for thee, save! save my son!
     And if not"... the letter went brokenly on,
     "Heaven help us!"
                        Then follow'd, from Alfred, a few
     Blotted heart-broken pages.  He mournfully drew,
     With pathos, the picture of that earnest youth,
     So unlike his own; how in beauty and truth
     He had nurtured that nature, so simple and brave!
     And how he had striven his son's youth to save
     From the errors so sadly redeem'd in his own,
     And so deeply repented: how thus, in that son,
     In whose youth he had garner'd his age, he had seem'd
     To be bless'd by a pledge that the past was redeem'd,
     And forgiven.  He bitterly went on to speak
     Of the boy's baffled love; in which fate seem'd to break
     Unawares on his dreams with retributive pain,
     And the ghosts of the past rose to scourge back again
     The hopes of the future.  To sue for consent
     Pride forbade: and the hope his old foe might relent
     Experience rejected... "My life for the boy's!"
     (He exclaim'd); "for I die with my son, if he dies!
     Lucile! Heaven bless you for all you have done!
     Save him, save him, Lucile! save my son! save my son!"
     XIX.
     "Ay!" murmur'd the Soeur Seraphine... "heart to heart!
     THERE, at least, I have fail'd not!  Fulfill'd is my part?
     Accomplish'd my mission?  One act crowns the whole.
     Do I linger?  Nay, be it so, then!... Soul to soul!"
     She knelt down, and pray'd.  Still the boy slumber'd on,
     Dawn broke.  The pale nun from the bedside was gone.
     XX.

     Meanwhile, 'mid his aides-de-camp, busily bent
     O'er the daily reports, in his well-order'd tent
     There sits a French General—bronzed by the sun
     And sear'd by the sands of Algeria.  One
     Who forth from the wars of the wild Kabylee
     Had strangely and rapidly risen to be
     The idol, the darling, the dream and the star
     Of the younger French chivalry: daring in war,
     And wary in council.  He enter'd, indeed,
     Late in life (and discarding his Bourbonite creed)
     The Army of France: and had risen, in part
     From a singular aptitude proved for the art
     Of that wild desert warfare of ambush, surprise,
     And stratagem, which to the French camp supplies
     Its subtlest intelligence; partly from chance;
     Partly, too, from a name and position which France
     Was proud to put forward; but mainly, in fact,
     From the prudence to plan, and the daring to act,
     In frequent emergencies startlingly shown,
     To the rank which he now held,—intrepidly won
     With many a wound, trench'd in many a scar,
     From fierce Milianah and Sidi-Sakhdar.
     XXI.
     All within, and without, that warm tent seems to bear
     Smiling token of provident order and care.
     All about, a well-fed, well-clad soldiery stands
     In groups round the music of mirth-breathing bands.
     In and out of the tent, all day long, to and fro,
     The messengers come and the messengers go,
     Upon missions of mercy, or errands of toil:
     To report how the sapper contends with the soil
     In the terrible trench, how the sick man is faring
     In the hospital tent: and, combining, comparing,
     Constructing, within moves the brain of one man,
     Moving all.
                  He is bending his brow o'er some plan
     For the hospital service, wise, skilful, humane.
     The officer standing behind him is fain
     To refer to the angel solicitous cares
     Of the Sisters of Charity: one he declares
     To be known through the camp as a seraph of grace;
     He has seen, all have seen her indeed, in each place
     Where suffering is seen, silent, active—the Soeur...
     Soeur... how do they call her?
                                        "Ay, truly, of her
     I have heard much," the General, musing, replies;
     "And we owe her already (unless rumor lies)
     The lives of not few of our bravest.  You mean
     Ah, how do they call her?... the Soeur—Seraphine
     (Is it not so?).  I rarely forget names once heard."

     "Yes; the Soeur Seraphine.  Her I meant."
                                                "On my word,
     I have much wish'd to see her.  I fancy I trace,
     In some facts traced to her, something more than the grace
     Of an angel; I mean an acute human mind,
     Ingenious, constructive, intelligent.  Find,
     And if possible, let her come to me.  We shall,
     I think, aid each other."
                                "Oui, mon General:
     I believe she has lately obtained the permission
     To tend some sick man in the Second Division
     Of our Ally; they say a relation."
                                         "Ay, so?
     A relation?"
                   "'Tis said so."
                                    "The name do you know?"
     Non, mon General."
                         While they spoke yet, there went
     A murmur and stir round the door of the tent.
     "A Sister of Charity craves, in a case
     Of urgent and serious importance, the grace
     Of brief private speech with the General there.
     Will the General speak with her?"
                                       "Bid her declare
     Her mission."
                    "She will not.  She craves to be seen
     And be heard."
                     "Well, her name, then?"
                                              "The Soeur Seraphine."
     "Clear the tent.  She may enter."
     XXII.
                                        The tent has been clear'd,
     The chieftain stroked moodily somewhat his beard,
     A sable long silver'd: and press'd down his brow
     On his hand, heavy vein'd.  All his countenance, now
     Unwitness'd, at once fell dejected, and dreary,
     As a curtain let fall by a hand that's grown weary,
     Into puckers and folds.  From his lips, unrepress'd,
     Steals th' impatient sigh which reveals in man's breast
     A conflict conceal'd, and experience at strife
     With itself,—the vex'd heart's passing protest on life.
     He turn'd to his papers.  He heard the light tread
     Of a faint foot behind him: and, lifting his head,
     Said, "Sit, Holy Sister! your worth is well known
     To the hearts of our soldiers; nor less to my own.
     I have much wish'd to see you.  I owe you some thanks;
     In the name of all those you have saved to our ranks
     I record them.  Sit!  Now then, your mission?"
                                                     The nun
     Paused silent.  The General eyed her anon
     More keenly.  His aspect grew troubled.  A change
     Darken'd over his features.  He mutter'd "Strange! strange!
     Any face should so strongly remind me of HER!
     Fool! again the delirium, the dream! does it stir?
     Does it move as of old?  Psha!
                                     "Sit, Sister! I wait
     Your answer, my time halts but hurriedly.  State
     The cause why you seek me."
                                  "The cause? ay, the cause!"
     She vaguely repeated.  Then, after a pause,—
     As one who, awaked unawares, would put back
     The sleep that forever returns in the track
     Of dreams which, though scared and dispersed, not the less
     Settle back to faint eyelids that yield 'neath their stress,
     Like doves to a pent-house,—a movement she made,
     Less toward him than away from herself; droop'd her head
     And folded her hands on her bosom: long, spare,
     Fatigued, mournful hands!  Not a stream of stray hair
     Escaped the pale bands; scarce more pale than the face
     Which they bound and lock'd up in a rigid white case.
     She fix'd her eyes on him.  There crept a vague awe
     O'er his sense, such as ghosts cast.
                                           "Eugene de Luvois,
     The cause which recalls me again to your side,
     Is a promise that rests unfulfill'd," she replied.
     "I come to fulfil it."
                             He sprang from the place
     Where he sat, press'd his hand, as in doubt, o'er his face;
     And, cautiously feeling each step o'er the ground
     That he trod on (as one who walks fearing the sound
     Of his footstep may startle and scare out of sight
     Some strange sleeping creature on which he would 'light
     Unawares), crept towards her; one heavy hand laid
     On her shoulder in silence; bent o'er her his head,
     Search'd her face with a long look of troubled appeal
     Against doubt: stagger'd backward, and murmur'd... "Lucile?
     Thus we meet then?... here!... thus?"
                                                 "Soul to soul, ay,
                                                                   Eugene,
     As I pledged you my word that we should meet again.
     Dead,..." she murmur'd, "long dead! all that lived in our lives—
     Thine and mine—saving that which ev'n life's self survives,
     The soul!  'Tis my soul seeks thine own.  What may reach
     From my life to thy life (so wide each from each!)
     Save the soul to the soul?  To thy soul I would speak.
     May I do so?"
                    He said (work'd and white was his cheek
     As he raised it), "Speak to me!"
                                       Deep, tender, serene,
     And sad was the gaze which the Soeur Seraphine
     Held on him.  She spoke.
     XXIII.
                               As some minstrel may fling,
     Preluding the music yet mute in each string,
     A swift hand athwart the hush'd heart of the whole,
     Seeking which note most fitly must first move the soul;
     And, leaving untroubled the deep chords below,
     Move pathetic in numbers remote;—even so
     The voice which was moving the heart of that man
     Far away from its yet voiceless purpose began,
     Far away in the pathos remote of the past;
     Until, through her words, rose before him, at last,
     Bright and dark in their beauty, the hopes that were gone
     Unaccomplish'd from life.
                                He was mute.
     XXIV.
                                               She went on
     And still further down the dim past did she lead
     Each yielding remembrance, far, far off, to feed
     'Mid the pastures of youth, in the twilight of hope,
     And the valleys of boyhood, the fresh-flower'd slope
     Of life's dawning land!
                              'Tis the heart of a boy,
     With its indistinct, passionate prescience of joy!
     The unproved desire—the unaim'd aspiration—
     The deep conscious life that forestalls consummation
     With ever a flitting delight—one arm's length
     In advance of the august inward impulse.
                                               The strength
     Of the spirit which troubles the seed in the sand
     With the birth of the palm-tree!  Let ages expand
     The glorious creature!  The ages lie shut
     (Safe, see!) in the seed, at time's signal to put
     Forth their beauty and power, leaf by leaf, layer on layer,
     Till the palm strikes the sun, and stands broad in blue air.
     So the palm in the palm-seed! so, slowly—so, wrought
     Year by year unperceived, hope on hope, thought by thought,
     Trace the growth of the man from its germ in the boy.
     Ah, but Nature, that nurtures, may also destroy!
     Charm the wind and the sun, lest some chance intervene!
     While the leaf's in the bud, while the stem's in the green,
     A light bird bends the branch, a light breeze breaks the bough,
     Which, if spared by the light breeze, the light bird, may grow
     To baffle the tempest, and rock the high nest,
     And take both the bird and the breeze to its breast.
     Shall we save a whole forest in sparing one seed?
     Save the man in the boy? in the thought save the deed?
     Let the whirlwind uproot the grown tree, if it can!
     Save the seed from the north wind.  So let the grown man
     Face our fate.  Spare the man-seed in youth.
                                                   He was dumb.
     She went one step further.
     XXV.
                                 Lo! manhood is come.
     And love, the wild song-bird, hath flown to the tree.
     And the whirlwind comes after.  Now prove we, and see:
     What shade from the leaf? what support from the branch?
     Spreads the leaf broad and fair? holds the bough strong and staunch?
     There, he saw himself—dark, as he stood on that night,
     The last when they met and they parted: a sight
     For heaven to mourn o'er, for hell to rejoice!
     An ineffable tenderness troubled her voice;
     It grew weak, and a sigh broke it through.
                                                 Then he said
     (Never looking at her, never lifting his head,
     As though, at his feet, there lay visibly hurl'd
     Those fragments), "It was not a love, 'twas a world,
     'Twas a life that lay ruin'd, Lucile!"
     XXVI.
                                             She went on.
     "So be it!  Perish Babel, arise Babylon!
     From ruins like these rise the fanes that shall last,
     And to build up the future heaven shatters the past."
     "Ay," he moodily murmur'd, "and who cares to scan
     The heart's perish'd world, if the world gains a man?
     From the past to the present, though late, I appeal;
     To the nun Seraphine, from the woman Lucile!"
     XXVII.
     Lucile!... the old name—the old self! silenced long:
     Heard once more! felt once more!
                                       As some soul to the throng
     Of invisible spirits admitted, baptized
     By death to a new name and nature—surprised
     'Mid the songs of the seraphs, hears faintly, and far,
     Some voice from the earth, left below a dim star,
     Calling to her forlornly; and (sadd'ning the psalms
     Of the angels, and piercing the Paradise palms!)
     The name borne 'mid earthly beloveds on earth
     Sigh'd above some lone grave in the land of her birth;—
     So that one word... Lucile!... stirr'd the Soeur Seraphine,
     For a moment.  Anon she resumed here serene
     And concentrated calm.
                             "Let the Nun, then, retrace
     The life of the soldier!"... she said, with a face
     That glow'd, gladdening her words.
                                         "To the present I come:
     Leave the Past!"
                       There her voice rose, and seem'd as when some
     Pale Priestess proclaims from her temple the praise
     Of her hero whose brows she is crowning with bays.
     Step by step did she follow his path from the place
     Where their two paths diverged.  Year by year did she trace
     (Familiar with all) his, the soldier's existence.
     Her words were of trial, endurance, resistance;
     Of the leaguer around this besieged world of ours:
     And the same sentinels that ascend the same towers
     And report the same foes, the same fears, the same strife,
     Waged alike to the limits of each human life.
     She went on to speak of the lone moody lord,
     Shut up in his lone moody halls: every word
     Held the weight of a tear: she recorded the good
     He had patiently wrought through a whole neighborhood;
     And the blessing that lived on the lips of the poor,
     By the peasant's hearthstone, or the cottager's door.
     There she paused: and her accents seem'd dipp'd in the hue
     Of his own sombre heart, as the picture she drew
     Of the poor, proud, sad spirit, rejecting love's wages,
     Yet working love's work; reading backwards life's pages
     For penance; and stubbornly, many a time,
     Both missing the moral, and marring the rhyme.
     Then she spoke of the soldier!... the man's work and fame,
     The pride of a nation, a world's just acclaim!
     Life's inward approval!
     XXVIII.
                               Her voice reach'd his heart,
     And sank lower.  She spoke of herself: how, apart
     And unseen,—far away,—she had watch'd, year by year,
     With how many a blessing, how many a tear,
     And how many a prayer, every stage in the strife:
     Guess'd the thought in the deed: traced the love in the life:
     Bless'd the man in the man's work!
                                         "THY work... oh, not mine!
     Thine, Lucile!"... he exclaim'd... "all the worth of it thine,
     If worth there be in it!"
                                Her answer convey'd
     His reward, and her own: joy that cannot be said
     Alone by the voice... eyes—face—spoke silently:
     All the woman, one grateful emotion!
                                           And she
     A poor Sister of Charity! hers a life spent
     In one silent effort for others!...
                                             She bent
     Her divine face above him, and fill'd up his heart
     With the look that glow'd from it.
                                         Then slow, with soft art,
     Fix'd her aim, and moved to it.
     XXIX.
                                       He, the soldier humane,
     He, the hero; whose heart hid in glory the pain
     Of a youth disappointed; whose life had made known
     The value of man's life!... that youth overthrown
     And retrieved, had it left him no pity for youth
     In another? his own life of strenuous truth
     Accomplish'd in act, had it taught him no care
     For the life of another?... oh no! everywhere
     In the camp which she moved through, she came face to face
     With some noble token, some generous trace
     Of his active humanity...
                                   "Well," he replied,
     "If it be so?"
                     "I come from the solemn bedside
     Of a man that is dying," she said.  "While we speak,
     A life is in jeopardy."
                              "Quick then! you seek
     Aid or medicine, or what?"
                                 "'Tis not needed," she said.
     "Medicine? yes, for the mind!  'Tis a heart that needs aid!
     You, Eugene de Luvois, you (and you only) can
     Save the life of this man.  Will you save it?"
                                                     "What man?
     How?... where?... can you ask?"
                                            She went rapidly on
     To her object in brief vivid words... The young son
     Of Matilda and Alfred—the boy lying there
     Half a mile from that tent door—the father's despair,
     The mother's deep anguish—the pride of the boy
     In the father—the father's one hope and one joy
     In the son:—-the son now—wounded, dying!  She told
     Of the father's stern struggle with life: the boy's bold,
     Pure, and beautiful nature: the fair life before him
     If that life were but spared... yet a word might restore him!
     The boy's broken love for the niece of Eugene!
     Its pathos: the girl's love for him; how, half slain
     In his tent, she had found him: won from him the tale;
     Sought to nurse back his life; found her efforts still fail
     Beaten back by a love that was stronger than life;
     Of how bravely till then he had stood in that strife
     Wherein England and France in their best blood, at last,
     Had bathed from remembrance the wounds of the past.
     And shall nations be nobler than men?  Are not great
     Men the models of nations?  For what is a state
     But the many's confused imitation of one?
     Shall he, the fair hero of France, on the son
     Of his ally seek vengeance, destroying perchance
     An innocent life,—here, when England and France
     Have forgiven the sins of their fathers of yore,
     And baptized a new hope in their sons' recent gore?
     She went on to tell how the boy had clung still
     To life, for the sake of life's uses, until
     From his weak hands the strong effort dropp'd, stricken down
     By the news that the heart of Constance, like his own,
     Was breaking beneath...
                                 But there "Hold!" he exclaim'd,
     Interrupting, "Forbear!"... his whole face was inflamed
     With the heart's swarthy thunder which yet, while she spoke,
     Had been gathering silent—at last the storm broke
     In grief or in wrath...
                                "'Tis to him, then," he cried,...
     Checking suddenly short the tumultuous stride,
     "That I owe these late greetings—for him you are here—
     For his sake you seek me—for him, it is clear,
     You have deign'd at the last to bethink you again
     Of this long-forgotten existence!"
                                         "Eugene!"
     "Ha! fool that I was!"... he went on,... "and just now,
     While you spoke yet, my heart was beginning to grow
     Almost boyish again, almost sure of ONE friend!
     Yet this was the meaning of all—this the end!
     Be it so!  There's a sort of slow justice (admit!)
     In this—that the word that man's finger hath writ
     In fire on my heart, I return him at last.
     Let him learn that word—Never!"
                                       "Ah, still to the past
     Must the present be vassal?" she said.  "In the hour
     We last parted I urged you to put forth the power
     Which I felt to be yours, in the conquest of life.
     Yours, the promise to strive: mine—to watch o'er the strife.
     I foresaw you would conquer; you HAVE conquer'd much,
     Much, indeed, that is noble!  I hail it as such,
     And am here to record and applaud it.  I saw
     Not the less in your nature, Eugene de Luvois,
     One peril—one point where I feared you would fail
     To subdue that worst foe which a man can assail,—
     Himself: and I promised that, if I should see
     My champion once falter, or bend the brave knee,
     That moment would bring me again to his side.
     That moment is come! for that peril was pride,
     And you falter.  I plead for yourself, and another,
     For that gentle child without father or mother,
     To whom you are both.  I plead, soldier of France,
     For your own nobler nature—and plead for Constance!"
     At the sound of that name he averted his head.
     "Constance!... Ay, she enter'd MY lone life" (he said)
     "When its sun was long set; and hung over its night
     Her own starry childhood.  I have but that light,
     In the midst of much darkness!  Who names me but she
     With titles of love?  And what rests there for me
     In the silence of age save the voice of that child?
     The child of my own better life, undefiled!
     My creature, carved out of my heart of hearts!"
                                                      "Say,"
     Said the Soeur Seraphine—"are you able to lay
     Your hand as a knight on your heart as a man
     And swear that, whatever may happen, you can
     Feel assured for the life you thus cherish?"
                                                   "How so?"
     He look'd up.  "if the boy should die thus?"
                                                   "Yes, I know
     What your look would imply... this sleek stranger forsooth!
     Because on his cheek was the red rose of youth
     The heart of my niece must break for it!"
                                                She cried,
     "Nay, but hear me yet further!"
                                      With slow heavy stride,
     Unheeding her words, he was pacing the tent,
     He was muttering low to himself as he went.
     Ay, these young things lie safe in our heart just so long
     As their wings are in growing; and when these are strong
     They break it, and farewell! the bird flies!"...
                                                     The nun
     Laid her hand on the soldier, and murmur'd, "The sun
     Is descending, life fleets while we talk thus! oh, yet
     Let this day upon one final victory set,
     And complete a life's conquest!"
                                       He said, "Understand!
     If Constance wed the son of this man, by whose hand
     My heart hath been robb'd, she is lost to my life!
     Can her home be my home?  Can I claim in the wife
     Of that man's son the child of my age?  At her side
     Shall he stand on my hearth?  Shall I sue to the bride
     Of... enough!
                       "Ah, and you immemorial halls
     Of my Norman forefathers, whose shadow yet falls
     On my fancy, and fuses hope, memory, past,
     Present,—all, in one silence! old trees to the blast
     Of the North Sea repeating the tale of old days,
     Nevermore, nevermore in the wild bosky ways
     Shall I hear through your umbrage ancestral the wind
     Prophesy as of yore, when it shook the deep mind
     Of my boyhood, with whispers from out the far years
     Of love, fame, the raptures life cools down with tears!
     Henceforth shall the tread of a Vargrave alone
     Rouse your echoes?"
                          "O think not," she said, "of the son
     Of the man whom unjustly you hate; only think
     Of this young human creature, that cries from the brink
     Of a grave to your mercy!
                                "Recall your own words
     (Words my memory mournfully ever records!)
     How with love may be wreck'd a whole life! then, Eugene,
     Look with me (still those words in our ears!) once again
     At this young soldier sinking from life here—dragg'd down
     By the weight of the love in his heart: no renown,
     No fame comforts HIM! nations shout not above
     The lone grave down to which he is bearing the love
     Which life has rejected!  Will YOU stand apart?
     You, with such a love's memory deep in your heart!
     You the hero, whose life hath perchance been led on
     Through the deeds it hath wrought to the fame it hath won,
     By recalling the visions and dreams of a youth,
     Such as lies at your door now: who have but, in truth,
     To stretch forth a hand, to speak only one word,
     And by that word you rescue a life!"
                                           He was stirr'd.
     Still he sought to put from him the cup, bow'd his face
     on his hand; and anon, as though wishing to chase
     With one angry gesture his own thoughts aside,
     He sprang up, brush'd past her, and bitterly cried,
     "No!—Constance wed a Vargrave!"—I cannot consent!"
     Then up rose the Soeur Seraphine.
                                        The low tent
     In her sudden uprising, seem'd dwarf'd by the height
     From which those imperial eyes pour'd the light
     Of their deep silent sadness upon him.
                                             No wonder
     He felt, as it were, his own stature shrink under
     The compulsion of that grave regard!  For between
     The Duc de Luvois and the Soeur Seraphine
     At that moment there rose all the height of one soul
     O'er another; she look'd down on him from the whole
     Lonely length of a life.  There were sad nights and days,
     There were long months and years in that heart-searching gaze;
     And her voice, when she spoke, with sharp pathos thrill'd through
     And transfix'd him.
                          "Eugene de Luvois, but for you,
     I might have been now—not this wandering nun,
     But a mother, a wife—pleading, not for the son
     Of another, but blessing some child of my own,
     His,—the man's that I once loved!... Hush! that which is done
     I regret not.  I breathe no reproaches.  That's best
     Which God sends.  'Twas his will: it is mine.  And the rest
     Of that riddle I will not look back to.  He reads
     In your heart—He that judges of all thoughts and deeds.
     With eyes, mine forestall not!  This only I say:
     You have not the right (read it, you, as you may!)
     To say... 'I am the wrong'd."'...
                                       "Have I wrong'd thee?—wrong'd THEE!"
     He falter'd, "Lucile, ah, Lucile!"
                                         "Nay, not me,"
     She murmur'd, "but man!  The lone nun standing here
     Has no claim upon earth, and is pass'd from the sphere
     Of earth's wrongs and earth's reparations.  But she,
     The dead woman, Lucile, she whose grave is in me,
     Demands from her grave reparation to man,
     Reparation to God.  Heed, O heed, while you can,
     This voice from the grave!"
                                  "Hush!" he moan'd, "I obey
     The Soeur Seraphine.  There, Lucile! let this pay
     Every debt that is due to that grave.  Now lead on:
     I follow you, Soeur Seraphine!... To the son
     Of Lord Alfred Vargrave... and then,"...
                                                     As he spoke
     He lifted the tent-door, and down the dun smoke
     Pointed out the dark bastions, with batteries crown'd,
     Of the city beneath them...
                                     "Then, THERE, underground,
     And valete et plaudite, soon as may be!
     Let the old tree go down to the earth—the old tree
     With the worm at its heart!  Lay the axe to the root!
     Who will miss the old stump, so we save the young shoot?
     A Vargrave!... this pays all... Lead on!  In the seed
     Save the forest!...
                         I follow... forth, forth! where you lead."
     XXX.
     The day was declining; a day sick and damp.
     In a blank ghostly glare shone the bleak ghostly camp
     Of the English.  Alone in his dim, spectral tent
     (Himself the wan spectre of youth), with eyes bent
     On the daylight departing, the sick man was sitting
     Upon his low pallet.  These thoughts, vaguely flitting,
     Cross'd the silence between him and death, which seem'd near,
     —"Pain o'erreaches itself, so is balk'd! else, how bear
     This intense and intolerable solitude,
     With its eye on my heart and its hand on my blood?
     Pulse by pulse!  Day goes down: yet she comes not again.
     Other suffering, doubtless, where hope is more plain,
     Claims her elsewhere.  I die, strange! and scarcely feel sad.
     Oh, to think of Constance THUS, and not to go mad!
     But Death, it would seem, dulls the sense to his own
     Dull doings..."
     XXXI.
                         Between those sick eyes and the sun
     A shadow fell thwart.
     XXXII.
                            'Tis the pale nun once more!
     But who stands at her side, mute and dark in the door?
     How oft had he watch'd through the glory and gloom
     Of the battle, with long, longing looks, that dim plume
     Which now (one stray sunbeam upon it) shook, stoop'd
     To where the tent-curtain, dividing, was loop'd!
     How that stern face had haunted and hover'd about
     The dreams it still scared! through what fond fear and doubt
     Had the boy yearn'd in heart to the hero.  (What's like
     A boy's love for some famous man?)... Oh, to strike
     A wild path through the battle, down striking perchance
     Some rash foeman too near the great soldier of France,
     And so fall in his glorious regard!... Oft, how oft,
     Had his heart flash'd this hope out, whilst watching aloft
     The dim battle that plume dance and dart—never seen
     So near till this moment! how eager to glean
     Every stray word, dropp'd through the camp-babble in praise
     Of his hero—each tale of old venturous days
     In the desert!  And now... could he speak out his heart
     Face to face with that man ere he died!
     XXXIII.
                                              With a start
     The sick soldier sprang up: the blood sprang up in him,
     To his throat, and o'erthrew him: he reel'd back: a dim
     Sanguine haze fill'd his eyes; in his ears rose the din
     And rush, as of cataracts loosen'd within,
     Through which he saw faintly, and heard, the pale nun
     (Looking larger than life, where she stood in the sun)
     Point to him and murmur, "Behold!"  Then that plume
     Seem'd to wave like a fire, and fade off in the gloom
     Which momently put out the world.
     XXXIV.
                                         To his side
     Moved the man the boy dreaded yet loved... "Ah!"... he sigh'd,
     "The smooth brow, the fair Vargrave face! and those eyes,
     All the mother's!  The old things again!
                                               "Do not rise.
     You suffer, young man?"

     THE BOY.

                              Sir, I die.

     THE DUKE.

                                           Not so young!

     THE BOY.

     So young? yes! and yet I have tangled among
     The fray'd warp and woof of this brief life of mine
     Other lives than my own.  Could my death but untwine
     The vext skein... but it will not.  Yes, Duke, young—so young!
     And I knew you not? yet I have done you a wrong
     Irreparable!... late, too late to repair.
     If I knew any means... but I know none!... I swear,
     If this broken fraction of time could extend
     Into infinite lives of atonement, no end
     Would seem too remote for my grief (could that be!)
     To include it!  Not too late, however, for me
     To entreat: is it too late for you to forgive?

     THE DUKE.

     You wrong—my forgiveness—explain.

     THE BOY.

                                          Could I live!
     Such a very few hours left to life, yet I shrink,
     I falter... Yes, Duke, your forgiveness I think
     Should free my soul hence.
                                 Ah! you could not surmise
     That a boy's beating heart, burning thoughts, longing eyes
     Were following you evermore (heeded not!)
     While the battle was flowing between us: nor what
     Eager, dubious footsteps at nightfall oft went
     With the wind and the rain, round and round your blind tent,
     Persistent and wild as the wind and the rain,
     Unnoticed as these, weak as these, and as vain!
     Oh, how obdurate then look'd your tent!  The waste air
     Grew stern at the gleam which said... "Off! he is there!"
     I know not what merciful mystery now
     Brings you here, whence the man whom you see lying low
     Other footsteps (not those!) must soon bear to the grave.
     But death is at hand, and the few words I have
     Yet to speak, I must speak them at once.
                                               Duke, I swear,
     As I lie here, (Death's angel too close not to hear!)
     That I meant not this wrong to you.  Duc de Luvois,
     I loved your niece—loved? why, I LOVE her! I saw,
     And, seeing, how could I but love her?  I seem'd
     Born to love her.  Alas, were that all!  Had I dream'd
     Of this love's cruel consequence as it rests now
     Ever fearfully present before me, I vow
     That the secret, unknown, had gone down to the tomb
     Into which I descend... Oh why, whilst there was room
     In life left for warning, had no one the heart
     To warn me?  Had any one whisper'd... "Depart!"
     To the hope the whole world seem'd in league then to nurse!
     Had any one hinted... "Beware of the curse
     Which is coming!"  There was not a voice raised to tell,
     Not a hand moved to warn from the blow ere it fell,
     And then... then the blow fell on BOTH!  This is why
     I implore you to pardon that great injury
     Wrought on her, and, through her, wrought on you, Heaven knows
     How unwittingly!

     THE DUKE.

                       Ah!... and, young soldier, suppose
     That I came here to seek, not grant, pardon?—

     THE BOY.

                                                    Of whom?

     THE DUKE.

     Of yourself.

     THE BOY.

                   Duke, I bear in my heart to the tomb
     No boyish resentment; not one lonely thought
     That honors you not.  In all this there is naught
     'Tis for me to forgive.
                              Every glorious act
     Of your great life starts forward, an eloquent fact,
     To confirm in my boy's heart its faith in your own.
     And have I not hoarded, to ponder upon,
     A hundred great acts from your life?  Nay, all these,
     Were they so many lying and false witnesses,
     Does there rest not ONE voice which was never untrue?
     I believe in Constance, Duke, as she does in you!
     In this great world around us, wherever we turn,
     Some grief irremediable we discern;
     And yet—there sits God, calm in Heaven above!
     Do we trust one whit less in his justice or love?
     I judge not.

     THE DUKE.

                   Enough!  Hear at last, then, the truth
     Your father and I—foes we were in our youth.
     It matters not why.  Yet thus much understand:
     The hope of my youth was sign'd out by his hand.
     I was not of those whom the buffets of fate
     Tame and teach; and my heart buried slain love in hate.
     If your own frank young heart, yet unconscious of all
     Which turns the heart's blood in its springtide to gall,
     And unable to guess even aught that the furrow
     Across these gray brows hides of sin or of sorrow,
     Comprehends not the evil and grief of my life,
     'Twill at least comprehend how intense was the strife
     Which is closed in this act of atonement, whereby
     I seek in the son of my youth's enemy
     The friend of my age.  Let the present release
     Here acquitted the past!  In the name of my niece,
     Whom for my life in yours as a hostage I give,
     Are you great enough, boy, to forgive me,—and live?

     Whilst he spoke thus, a doubtful tumultuous joy
     Chased its fleeting effects o'er the face of the boy:
     As when some stormy moon, in a long cloud confined,
     Struggles outward through shadows, the varying wind
     Alternates, and bursts, self-surprised, from her prison,
     So that slow joy grew clear in his face.  He had risen
     To answer the Duke; but strength fail'd every limb;
     A strange, happy feebleness trembled through him.
     With a faint cry of rapturous wonder, he sank
     On the breast of the nun, who stood near.
                                                "Yes, boy! thank
     This guardian angel," the Duke said.  "I—you,
     We owe all to her.  Crown her work.  Live! be true
     To your young life's fair promise, and live for her sake!"
     "Yes, Duke: I will live.  I MUST live—live to make
     My whole life the answer you claim," the boy said,
     "For joy does not kill!"
                               Back again the faint head
     Declined on the nun's gentle bosom.  She saw
     His lips quiver, and motion'd the Duke to withdraw
     And leave them a moment together.
                                        He eyed
     Them both with a wistful regard; turn'd and sigh'd,
     And lifted the tent-door, and pass'd from the tent.
     XXXV.
     Like a furnace, the fervid, intense occident
     From its hot seething levels a great glare struck up
     On the sick metal sky.  And, as out of a cup
     Some witch watches boiling wild portents arise,
     Monstrous clouds, mass'd, misshapen, and ting'd with strange dyes,
     Hover'd over the red fume, and changed to weird shapes
     As of snakes, salamanders, efts, lizards, storks, apes,
     Chimeras, and hydras: whilst—ever the same
     In the midst of all these (creatures fused by his flame,
     And changed by his influence!) changeless, as when,
     Ere he lit down to death generations of men,
     O'er that crude and ungainly creation, which there
     With wild shapes this cloud-world seem'd to mimic in air,
     The eye of Heaven's all-judging witness, he shone.
     And shall shine on the ages we reach not—the sun!
     XXXVI.
     Nature posted her parable thus in the skies,
     And the man's heart bore witness.  Life's vapors arise
     And fall, pass and change, group themselves and revolve
     Round the great central life, which is love: these dissolve
     And resume themselves, here assume beauty, there terror;
     And the phantasmagoria of infinite error,
     And endless complexity, lasts but a while;
     Life's self, the immortal, immutable smile
     Of God, on the soul in the deep heart of Heaven
     Lives changeless, unchanged: and our morning and even
     Are earth's alternations, not Heaven's.
     XXXVII.
                                              While he yet
     Watched the skies, with this thought in his heart; while he set
     Thus unconsciously all his life forth in his mind,
     Summ'd it up, search'd it out, proved it vapor and wind,
     And embraced the new life which that hour had reveal'd,—
     Love's life, which earth's life had defaced and conceal'd;
     Lucile left the tent and stood by him.
                                             Her tread
     Aroused him; and, turning towards her, he said:
     "O Soeur Seraphine, are you happy?"
                                          "Eugene,
     What is happier than to have hoped not in vain?"
     She answer'd,—"And you?"
                                "Yes."
                                        "You do not repent?"
     "No."
            "Thank Heaven!" she murmur'd.  He musingly bent
     His looks on the sunset, and somewhat apart
     Where he stood, sigh'd, as though to his innermost heart,
     "O bless'd are they, amongst whom I was not,
     Whose morning unclouded, without stain or spot,
     Predicts a pure evening; who, sunlike, in light
     Have traversed, unsullied, the world, and set bright!"
     But she in response, "Mark yon ship far away,
     Asleep on the wave, in the last light of day,
     With all its hush'd thunders shut up!  Would you know
     A thought which came to me a few days ago,
     Whilst watching those ships?... When the great Ship of Life
     Surviving, though shatter'd, the tumult and strife
     Of earth's angry element,—masts broken short,
     Decks drench'd, bulwarks beaten—drives safe into port;
     When the Pilot of Galilee, seen on the strand,
     Stretches over the waters a welcoming hand;
     When, heeding no longer the sea's baffled roar,
     The mariner turns to his rest evermore;
     What will then be the answer the helmsman must give?
     Will it be... 'Lo our log-book!  Thus once did we live
     In the zones of the South; thus we traversed the seas
     Of the Orient; there dwelt with the Hesperides;
     Thence follow'd the west wind; here, eastward we turn'd;
     The stars fail'd us there; just here land we discern'd
     On our lee; there the storm overtook us at last;
     That day went the bowsprit, the next day the mast;
     There the mermen came round us, and there we saw bask
     A siren?'  The Captain of Port will he ask
     Any one of such questions?  I cannot think so!
     But... 'What is the last Bill of Health you can show?'
     Not—How fared the soul through the trials she pass'd?
     But—What is the state of that soul at the last?"

     "May it be so!" he sigh'd.  "There the sun drops, behold!"
     And indeed, whilst he spoke all the purple and gold
     In the west had turn'd ashen, save one fading strip
     Of light that yet gleam'd from the dark nether lip
     Of a long reef of cloud; and o'er sullen ravines
     And ridges the raw damps were hanging white screens
     Of melancholy mist.
                          "Nunc dimittis?" she said.
     "O God of the living! whilst yet 'mid the dead
     And the dying we stand here alive, and thy days
     Returning, admit space for prayer and for praise,
     In both these confirm us!
                                "The helmsman, Eugene,
     Needs the compass to steer by.  Pray always.  Again
     We two part: each to work out Heaven's will: you, I trust,
     In the world's ample witness; and I, as I must,
     In secret and silence: you, love, fame, await;
     Me, sorrow and sickness.  We meet at one gate
     When all's over.  The ways they are many and wide,
     And seldom are two ways the same.  Side by side
     May we stand at the same little door when all's done!
     The ways they are many, the end it is one.
     He that knocketh shall enter: who asks shall obtain:
     And who seeketh, he findeth.  Remember, Eugene!"
     She turn'd to depart.
                            "Whither? whither?"... he said.
     She stretch'd forth her hand where, already outspread
     On the darken'd horizon, remotely they saw
     The French camp-fires kindling.
     "See yonder vast host, with its manifold heart
     Made as one man's by one hope!  The hope 'tis your part
     To aid towards achievement, to save from reverse
     Mine, through suffering to soothe, and through sickness to nurse.
     I go to my work: you to yours."
     XXXVIII.
                                      Whilst she spoke,
     On the wide wasting evening there distantly broke
     The low roll of musketry.  Straightway, anon,
     From the dim Flag-staff Battery bellow'd a gun.
     "Our chasseurs are at it!" he mutter'd.
                                              She turn'd,
     Smiled, and pass'd up the twilight.
                                          He faintly discern'd
     Her form, now and then, on the flat lurid sky
     Rise, and sink, and recede through the mists: by and by
     The vapors closed round, and he saw her no more.
     XXXIX.
     Nor shall we.  For her mission, accomplish'd, is o'er.
     The mission of genius on earth!  To uplift,
     Purify, and confirm by its own gracious gift,
     The world, in despite of the world's dull endeavor
     To degrade, and drag down, and oppose it forever.
     The mission of genius: to watch, and to wait,
     To renew, to redeem, and to regenerate.
     The mission of woman on earth! to give birth
     To the mercy of Heaven descending on earth.
     The mission of woman: permitted to bruise
     The head of the serpent, and sweetly infuse,
     Through the sorrow and sin of earth's register'd curse,
     The blessing which mitigates all: born to nurse,
     And to soothe, and to solace, to help and to heal
     The sick world that leans on her.  This was Lucile.
     XL.
     A power hid in pathos: a fire veil'd in cloud:
     Yet still burning outward: a branch which, though bow'd
     By the bird in its passage, springs upward again:
     Through all symbols I search for her sweetness—in vain!
     Judge her love by her life.  For our life is but love
     In act.  Pure was hers: and the dear God above,
     Who knows what His creatures have need of for life,
     And whose love includes all loves, through much patient strife
     Led her soul into peace.  Love, though love may be given
     In vain, is yet lovely.  Her own native heaven
     More clearly she mirror'd, as life's troubled dream
     Wore away; and love sigh'd into rest, like a stream
     That breaks its heart over wild rocks toward the shore
     Of the great sea which hushes it up evermore
     With its little wild wailing.  No stream from its source
     Flows seaward, how lonely soever its course,
     But what some land is gladden'd.  No star ever rose
     And set, without influence somewhere.  Who knows
     What earth needs from earth's lowest creature?  No life
     Can be pure in its purpose and strong in its strife
     And all life not be purer and stronger thereby.
     The spirits of just men made perfect on high,
     The army of martyrs who stand by the Throne
     And gaze into the face that makes glorious their own,
     Know this, surely, at last.  Honest love, honest sorrow,
     Honest work for the day, honest hope for the morrow,
     Are these worth nothing more than the hand they make weary,
     The heart they have sadden'd, the life they leave dreary?
     Hush! the sevenhold heavens to the voice of the Spirit
     Echo: He that o'ercometh shall all things inherit.
     XLI.
     The moon was, in fire, carried up through the fog;
     The loud fortress bark'd at her like a chained dog.
     The horizon pulsed flame, the air sound.  All without,
     War and winter, and twilight, and terror, and doubt;
     All within, light, warmth, calm!
                                       In the twilight, longwhile
     Eugene de Luvois with a deep, thoughtful smile
     Linger'd, looking, and listening, lone by the tent.
     At last he withdrew, and night closed as he went.





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